This Is the PartThis is the part where I pretend to be okay,This Is the Part by KillMePleaseGod
This is the part where I smile and wipe the tears away,
This is the part where I agree that it will get better,
Even though I don't believe it in the least,
Because there's no point in dragging you down with me.
Yeah, sure, it only gets better from here,
Right, of course, god works in mysterious ways,
Yes, I know, it will work itself out in time,
All it takes is for me to stay optimistic,
Then there's no way it'll keep going down,
Surely it's can't get any worse than it is now.
Don't you know I thought it through, though?
Don't you know I know exactly how this goes?
Don't you know I've seen it time and again?
Don't you know that the bad can get worse?
Don't you know my happiness is cursed?
I'm not stressed because I enjoy it,
I'm not depressed because it's fun,
I'm not crying just to get attention,
I've been broken so many times,
That it's hard not to break down again,
Every time something like this happens.
It doesn't do me any good to hope
InsaneYou are so crazy,Insane by KillMePleaseGod
And I don't know why,
But I love you.
It makes no sense,
And neither do you,
Everything that you do,
Is completely out of order.
You couldn't possibly have been,
This completely insane,
From the very beginning,
From the day you were born.
Yet you blame nobody,
Yet you show no shame,
Yet you even dare to claim,
It's all by choice.
I must be insane too,
For choosing to be with you,
Despite all that you do,
That should drive me away.
I get dragged along,
For the ride of my life,
It happens every time,
Yet somehow I remain.
You are driving me crazy,
You're making me insane,
It's the only way to explain,
Why I love you so much.
Broken WindowsYou only broke my heart once,Broken Windows by KillMePleaseGod
But that's all that was needed,
If you hit the glass hard enough,
One shot is all it takes to break.
I thought you were the one,
Who could protect me from the storm,
But the shutters flew open,
And the glass shattered so easily.
I'm not bulletproof,
I'm not reinforced,
One little crack,
Is all that it takes.
You only abandoned me once,
But that was one time too many,
If you let the glass fall far enough,
One drop is all it takes to break.
I thought I could trust you,
To keep me from harm,
But you didn't even try to intervene,
When the pressure was on.
I'm not bulletproof,
I'm not reinforced,
One little crack,
Is all that it takes.
It only happened once,
And I won't let it happen again,
If you let me go so easily,
Why should I bother to hold on?
I thought it would be okay,
To fall in love with you,
But you covered me in cracks,
You shattered me like glass,
You left me with broken windows.
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The School Bit || The Band Bit || The Forest Bit
Through The Devil's Eyes ■ The Darkest Reason Pt.1 ■ The Darkest Reason Pt.2 ■ Because of A Name ■ Love Sick ■ Colour Me Green ■ UnLoving Reunion ■ Nameless Emotion ■ Anniversary ■ And It Rains ■ You Scrub My Back, I'll Scrub Yours ■ This Birthday ■ Have Kittens ■ Awesomesausage
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